1240am

I CRY
Sometimes when I’m alone I cry
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I cry cause my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
But who do you know that stops that long,
To help another carry on.
The world moves fast and
It would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
So painful and sad.
And sometimes
I cry and no one knows why.

1044pm

been a while.. once again.. i dun hab time for internet..

 i jus feel... l o s t  .. c o n f u s e d  ... h u r t .... i jus want  t r u t h s and straight up  h o n e s t y ... b a d  or  g o o d, i wanna hear it

my werid ass horoscope ferril on

Today's Date:
Sunday, December 5

Gemini   May 21 - June 21
It's not like you're trying to calculate the square root of some massively big number. You're just trying to figure out -- based on what you've seen and heard -- if you had any chance with you-know-who.

scary....

i had a horrible nite mare..... i jus wish i was gone.. invisiBLe... a spectator

( ( --sumone shoot me plz-- ) )

bumpin the beats -- ENDLESSLY and  most importantly

nu flavor-- kiss goodbye

Can somebody tell me where
I might feel like myself again
And how long will it be
'Til I can face this reality
My friends are calling
But I can't get out of bed
Because I'm so afraid
That the tears will start to fall again

So what can I say
Girl what can I do
Baby can't you see that I'm missing you
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
And you know it's tearing me up inside
Everytime we were together
And I feel loving arms around me
But that we would last forever
But I'm alone tonight

And I beggin you please, give it one more try
You know we were so good together
Girl I need a kiss
Not a kiss goodbye
A memory, now and 'til forever

Like a sad movie on a screen
Our story has no happy ending
Now my world is cold like fallen snow
A cold lonely wind blows
We kissed goodbye on a lonely street
And then you walked away from me
Now my heart, it waits, to accept sorrow


Tell me how to make you see
What I'm feeling in my heart
Cuz I'm hanging on memories
And try not to fall apart
It's like I'm drifting
Like a kite with a broken string
I keep holding on
But girl I really need you here with me

So what can I say
Girl what can I do
Baby can't you see that I'm missing you
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
And you know it's tearing me up inside
Everytime we were together
And I feel loving arms around me
But that we would last forever
But I'm alone tonight

And I beggin you please, give it one more try
You know we were so good together
Girl I need a kiss
Not a kiss goodbye
A memory, now and 'til forever, yeah

I'm beggin you please, give us one more try
You know we were so good together
Girl I need a kiss
Not a kiss goodbye
A memory, now and 'til forever

943pm

went to SF today wit Djay, Twin and pHilip and met up Cyrus!

o and me and cRystaL got called TWINS today! lol! das uS!!

TwinSTER and TwinSTAH  hehee..

pretty lay bak day for a thursdaY..

1005pm

well its been 9 days... and HALO 2 comes out.. also

HAPPY BDAY STEVE!!!

and....

nov 8 -- HAPPY 21ST BDAY KEVIN!!

nov 6 -- HAPPY 18TH BDAY SAMMY!!
              HAPPY BDAY DAVIS!!!

nov 5 -- happy birthday mom !!!

         and

happie bday to mee!!.... haha jk jk mines not till fucKen foRever....

besides that...........

... aint got shiet to do.. nowhere to go.... sac is fucken gay as fuck.. .i needa bouce out rite quiCk ... aint got shiet hea ...  

dont feel like eating.. don feel like sleepin.. dont feel like doin shiet..

rite now... dun feel like myself...  but by the time n e one reads this crap... if they eva do.. im bak to my old self...  so dun trip

im out 5.6 <<---- ((  tWIn!!!! ))

bumpin to slow jamz and yellowcard..and switchfoot.. and verticle horizon..and all that good stuff

925pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCE!!!

[[ muCH luVs pOOh bEaR ]]